Tiamat too has had many names.
Purusha in Hindu. The Norse Ymir.
Chinese Pangu.
Cipactli, perhaps. Pangaia too.

The Soul of the World.
She is not your Mother, actually.
She never gave birth to you.
Your soul has always been and always will be.
Nature does not provide infinately without cost, without return.
In a sense she is also Apsu, your Father.
He will demand return.
The cost is your growth.

Mysteriously all physical atoms are ensouled.

Mysteriously all astral atoms are ensouled. They incarnate as cells; eukaryotes, specifically.

Mysteriously all mental atoms are ensouled. We call them human minds, sometimes alien minds. They incarnate as astral cells. Then again in the physical world as Man.

The Mystery goes on. You see then, that you simply make up the soul of Planet Earth, ensouled in an atom of a higher plane.

It is all temporary. This relationship.
You may choose. To stay or leave. Depending on the physics of the Mental Plane.
Depending on your Thelema.

But as long as your Mind stays here on Earth, then you must listen to the World. Your Father. Also your Mother.

They are connected to each and every Butterflies of you. Each and every pain and joy corresponds to the pain and joy of your Mother.
Truly, She wants all of us happy, yes. For Her own happiness.

But Father demands us growth.
Pain then is necessary. To inflict and then to receive. It is also His pain and joy, ours is. But if we see through it and suffer not from it He will respect us. And thank us. For our growth is His.

What Balance!
They are one in Thelema.
For our Growth is our Happiness.
Remember, no two True Wills can go against each other.
Tiamat and Apsu, one and same.

If you wish to change this world, do so with this balance in Mind. Their Wills are one with the Will of your Oversoul.

Listen to all Three.
One. Two. And Three.
Listen to a voice that is in unanimous agreement with all Three.
That is your Thelema.

You are limited, actually, to that True Voice only. What dreams and desires that go against it must surely fail.

We are limited by our own desires. There is so much we can want for this world to change. For the change of the outer world must come from the inner.

And we don't want the inner to change any more than our True Wills can handle. And it is okay. Remember this. It is okay.

Admist a chaos of inner voices, listen to one with the highest dignity and principle beyond pain and joy.
That is your Thelema.

Then release that Will.
Release that Voice, and it is no longer yours. It is the world's.
The world must deal with it.

I am an Oyster.
I create Pearls. Not Jewelry.
Whether Earth makes Jewelry out of my Pearls is beyond my business.

I am interested only in my Pearls.