I'm just thinking aloud.

I always thought the people who looked at their horoscopes every day were a little silly. Just a lot of mass produced , almost quasi mystical babble that they like to look at to soothe that ever so human curiousity.

No, the influence of the planets arent all we are. Pretty easy to see when we diverge and go our own way, guided as we are.

But sometimes I really feel it, you know? The influence.

The outer planets have always facinated me, ever since I was little. Always so distant and mysterious. I loved (and still do) Sailor Moon. Dont knock it, one sees interesting parallels in occult meanings of planets in there, if you look. Anyhow the Outer Senshi always caught my attention the most for that same reason of fascination.

Later when I got more into the occult I had one of those create-a-chart sites do one for me. And lo and behold sitting strong as hell in my first house are Uranus and Neptune, with Mars a distant ways off. Well there you go. I can definitely feel the squirminess of Uranus. If you saw me, you would never doubt that Uranian *oddity*. But Im coming into a great appreciation of Neptune.

Its grown to facinate me, this planet of addiction and dissolving. Maybe as I move through life I can feel it more strongly. Its annoying. One tends to drift and the world is very scratchy against your skin thats been touched by these waves all your life. Its beautiful. Im slowly learning to trust a bit more of my intuition, which this planet is very good at. I love its caressing and hypnotic energy.

Eventually I wish to understand all these spheres magically but I think Ill always have my favorites. I know getting to be more the Oversoul will round me out some, but I feel I will always have these tendencies. I'll always be odd. Ill always be a little distant and drifty. And thats ok.