Let's get this over with.

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There are literally twin matrix of space-time born of God/Void/Omniverse. More precisely it is two sides of one matrix. It is easy to imagine it as a paper where one side is white written with black ink and the other side black written with white ink. In a sense this corresponds to the Taoist symbol of the Omniverse. We would of course belong to the Night side. Note that this is just imagery and symbolism. It doesn't mean that the "Day side" is actually brighter than our Dark matrix.

It is important here to understand the concept of matter and antimatter.

Matter is born of a packet of light. Light is electromagnetic energy and its single quantum unit is called a photon. Out of the Void when the electromagnetic field was created, almost instantly many photons(energy) were "destroyed" to create matter.

This is actually a result of the division of photon. Photon when "destroyed" does not create only matter but also antimatter. When you punch a circle in a paper the hole can be considered matter while the punched out circle is considered antimatter. They're considered mortal enemies. When matter and its antimatter counterpart directly collide they destroy each other completely, bursting into energy.

This is true within this side of our own space-time. The electromagnetic field is everywhere, and scientists have managed to create a pair of electron and positron (the antimatter form of electron) by colliding two photons at an intensely high speed. In this side of the Omniverse. It would seem then that the Omniverse should be filled with both matter and antimatter.

Only it's not. Scientists puzzle over the significant lack of antimatter in this universe. Compared to the amount of matter, the amount of antimatter is close to nil.

This is because this Universe already started with matter. Remember that this Universe is a black hole of a higher multi-verse. Before, it was a huge sun composed of matter. After its collapse into the singularity, after the "Big Bang" the Universe and its matter forms we know today is simply made out of the residue of that huge sun. The singularity of this Universe is simply of matter and not antimatter. And the construction of this Universe is being continued.

Anyway, the most plausible explanation of where all the antimatter went is that, somehow, the Void/God managed to separate them into two parallel space-time matrix, presumably like magnets.

Hence officially, matter composes the Yin matrix where the Night Spirit rules. Antimatter composes the Yang where the Day Spirit resides. It is possible to create Yang matter in a Yin Universe but only by destroying light/photons with a pair of Yin matter.

This actually happens everywhere, even within your body. It's nothing to worry about though. The photons of the electromagnetic field constantly resonates between two states of the "real" photon state and the "virtual" matter and antimatter division state. The virtual particles are for later topics.

Again, as explained earlier, the two matrix cannot interfere with each other directly. The supposed "Yang" aliens we know I believe are actually of this universe, composed of matter, not antimatter. They're just possessed by the Yang spirit.

I know we separated the Yin and Yang Universe but as I explained earlier we actually seem to share the same space-time matrix, only in different sides. We cannot interact Materially but the Day and Night Spirit can interrupt each other through... perhaps the zero point energy or any concept of that sort. We can interfere Magically.

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Holy moly.....

What I'm trying to say through all of this is that the Yang is in us.

More specifically it is in our bodies. Not just the physical bodies but our emotions and our minds.

No.. no. Not just our bodies. It's potentially everywhere and through everything. Potentially, though. Same as the Night Spirit.

The Void/God is truly everywhere and through everything yet beyond everything. If beings can reach the Void then that being can disrupt the flow of anything anywhere. Yang beings can disrupt the pattern of what's happening on our side. Vice Versa. It's how the beings of the Day Spirit possessed the Yang aliens. It's how they are trying to possess you, me, and all of us in human form.

There is no end to the ways that the Day Spirit can disrupt your magical workings. There is of course every way possible to counter that disruption within the Night Spirit.

It's... a weird concept, the more I try to understand. The book confirms that Yang is an illusion. Yet it also teaches us to fight the Yang aliens of the outside that reinforces what's keeping the Yang alive within us. I guess both are important and ultimately they are one - the Magical and the Material.

The Yang... is everything on the outside in the form of everything we hate and fear. Ultimately it is the hate and fear and ignorance that is beyond Material form. And it is the Day Spirit using our own soul to reinforce that hate and fear and ignorance. And we call upon the Night Spirit, the Over-soul, the memory in our deepest subconscious of the dark power we birthed ourselves with.. in order to destroy that hate and fear and ignorance. To destroy that illusion.

It is a goodness for everything in this Universe for us to succeed in attaining Night Consciousness, the complete freedom from the Day Spirit. This Universe is of the Night. The Earth is of the Night. The matrix itself is of the Night.

We're just... I'm just trying so many things right now to get out of that bondage. Maybe they are all answers. Maybe none of them are and I haven't found the right way yet.

I think I'm doing fine as of now.

I just think of it as a game, for that matter. And I open the heart so that I actually can see this as a game and want to play it. It gives me a bit more peace.. maybe not love as humans would call it but at least peace.

It's just a chess game we know we will ultimately win. We just don't know how we will win it and how much we would sacrifice for that win.

And in the end... like, the real End, the End of the Omniverse... the Ending of this eternal game... all Yin will belong to the Night Spirit and all Yang will belong to the Day Spirit and everything will be happy and Brahman will clap and rejoice and go to sleep and so shall we all.

Or maybe this is the sleep and we're the dream?
I don't know which.

Anyway fuck you Brahman.
Sleep forever. LOL