the biggest bangSept. 26th 2014, 1:59 p.m.
4 years, 9 months ago.
By: JoonJoined: Aug. 21st 2014
In the beginning, God existed in the Void. That pure energy is both all positivity and all negativity. And neither at all. It is All Love and All Peace and will accept everything no matter how evil it is. It has no will, knows no pain, and has no desire.
Has no desire but to kill himself.
In Hinduism, God is called Brahman. It is shattered into a multiple Atmans. It shatters himself into a multiple Atmans. Those Atmans are placed in Maya where Atmans play Lila. It is Lila that called us out of Brahman. It is Lila that will take us back.
God's only True Desire is to kill himself. To shatter himself. But the beginning of the process was to cut himself in half. This is the duality. In NightMagick we call it Night and Day, Yin and Yang, dark and light.
Whatever you want to call them, the two Ultimate forces actually do exist. It is very very important to recognize the Eternal War between the two forces.
Actually this is not true. We share the same spacetime fabric and yet we don't. This is really hard to explain. The Day fabric is just the opposite side of a Night fabric. No matter or energy on this Nightside fabric can physically/materially interact with those on the Lightside. Yin and Yang beings cannot directly interfere with each other the same way energy does with matter or matter with matter. They can only do so Magickally.
The Magickal world... does not actually exist Materially. It is another word for the initial force that created the split. It is also another word for our inner worlds. We are not alone in our inner worlds - they are connected to other inner worlds. Even to Yang beings.
This creates an interconnection that is similar to an internet. You can interact with people typing on other computers but you can't really get there. You can't hit others' actual body any more than they can hit you. The only thing they can do is to hurt you with words.
Vice versa is also true. The Material is just a direct reflection and an illusion of the Magickal world. You can never place yourself Materially in the Yang fabric. There is no way. Nor can they place themselves here. Your True Self cannot be destroyed. Unless you destroy yourself out of an imaginary hurt.
Both are illusions and both are realities, however you want to see them.
The Omniverse and especially its singularity (God) is something that is completely beyond my imagination. Its singularity is pure essential energy. Pure electromagnetic energy before the split. All energy and no matter at all. All boson and no fermion.
Our Universe and all Night universe contains a singularity of matter. Day universes contain a singularity of antimatter. But the Omniverse... contains a singularity of pure energy. I can't describe or understand this. This is not something that can be understood this way.
All Souls and their inner worlds are somehow connected to this singularity. It is through reaching God that we can reach the Lightside and disturb the beings in it. It is through this we empower all our Dark brothers. It is here where we meet our Ultimate Yin spirit. It is here where we do our best to destroy the Ultimate Yang.
Here is the essence of all magick and creation and wills. Here is God.
I... had an extremely hard time with this symbolism. I did not get why it was so important for us to know that we are dark and not light. Yin and Yang especially was so confusing, especially if you had Taoist background. It has a completely different context here, used in everyday language in such a different way.
I actually call these two by different names in Korean. Roughly it means Holy and Bane. The Chinese character for Bane is also the same as for magick. Isn't that so fitting? It makes more sense in this language.
You really have to understand the concept of trinity here. God, Night Spirit, and You are one and same. God created the Night Spirit, and the Night Spirit created many many monads, including you and I.
But it's also true that the Night Spirit created himself out of God by destroying the Day out of itself. Vice versa. Also you created yourself out of the Night Spirit, you chose the Nightside in order to experience life as an Eternal Yin soul.
It's also true that you created yourself out of God. You birthed yourself by shattering God. You killed God so that God can create you.
It is inseparate. You. Night Spirit. God. By destroying God you are also destroying yourself. By leaving his dark half you are chosen by and choosing the Night Spirit.
The trinity is inseparable. This is very important Knowledge. It means that we are here because we created ourselves. We inflict pain on ourselves because we enjoy the love that ensues from it. It means that we are God. It means that we want to die as God. And to live as our own creations.
The Omniverse is the true Magickal Realm. The Material and Magickal are inseparable. Both are illusions. Both are real.